Confused...?

ytd night 2am+...
there was a chill behind me the moment i stepped in the kitchen...
i juz ignored it as i went to the toilet...
but i could feel the hairs on my back standing...
den i had a dream...
i was back at the old house...
and there was juz so much quarrelling...
everything i say and do is wrong...
so i juz went off to bed...
you came to concern about me...
i can feel it...
but why did i ignore it...?
juz like im being cold to u now...
but why do i still visit u everyday...?
u try to say something to me...
but why do i dismiss it...?
i really dunno...
nobody knows me...
not even myself...