Life...

im trying not to think too much...
im trying not to cry...
although i cant resist the urge...
but still i have to try...
when i say dat there's nothing wrong...
i know dat its a lie...
if i go some place far away...
will u juz say good bye...
or will u pull me back and say...
dat im the perfect guy...
there's so much things i wanna do...
but den i dunno why...
everytime i wait for my chance...
it will juz pass me by...
who can explain the meaning of life...
definitely not i...
for if i were to speak of life...
i'd say it is to die...