scared....

i juz had a nightmare...
or did i juz imagine it...?
here's my story...
i was sleeping as usual...
suddenly i felt someone shaking me to wake up...
i turn around and saw a hand trying to grab me...
immediately i screamed and tried to grab the hand away...
at the same time i scrambled off my bed and fell to the floor...
i kept screaming and backing towards the door as it was dark but i still saw the hand coming for me...
it was only after my parents opened the door and switched on the light den it disappeared..
i felt like a primary school kid at dat moment...
sorry to my family for waking all of u up...
i told mum dat maybe it was my own hand but i didnt feel so sure myself...
after dat i tried to go back to sleep but now i was afraid of the dark...
i told my mum to leave the door open...
i tried to go back to sleep...
den i felt something rest down on my blanket...
i jumped and turned but there was nothing there...
den i heard the bicycle wheel behind the door moving...
i definitely couldnt sleep now...
i switched on the light and went to check to make sure there was nothing there...
there was nothing...
maybe i shifted the wheel while i was backing away and it finally lost its balance...
but i still felt afraid...
i couldnt sleep now...
i went to the hall and switched on the light and sat on the sofa feeling scared...
even though i only had 1 and 1/2 hours of sleep...
i decided i couldnt sleep anymore...
i took out the laptop and started to blog...
all the while my hair was standing...
when a lizard appeared on the floor...
i almost jumped...
damn my suayness is still not gone yet...?
izit it real...?
was there really something juz now...?
or was it really my own hand all the time...?
i really cant tell...
i used to be able to walk around the house without any lights...
now i carry my portable light wif me...
more then 1 hour has passed...
nothing else has happened...
its almost bright enuf to switch off the light now...
but i dun feel safe in the dark anymore...
i had nightmares before...
but the most i only wake up in cold sweat...
i never ever woke up screaming and doing wat i did ever in my life...
i wish there was someone here for me to hold...